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all my 28 jeans fit comfortable/regularly… i have a stupid pimple but … still… it has to be a good day … ive been waiting for this day for a long time my back rolls are visibly smaller.last night i didnt exercise but i ate 1450 cals my bmr is 1415

i hope everyone is making themselves a priority today !

does anyone ever find themselves missing the indulgence of huge portions… i kinda do i kinda miss going to a restaurant and eating a huge cheesy bowl of fet alfr but… i think the trade of is well worth it.. now i get to moderatley indulge in food and instead indulge in feeling good about myself.. what i can do. and my body

so i am 133.8… and i have an OBSESSION with getting to 130 as quickly as possible because that is my pre relationship weight and i feel as though i am inadaquete or cannot date if i am not 130 or less… its very weird… it may be partically due to the fact that i attribute my bf treating me bad or breaking up with me cuz i gained weight and me getting back to my pre relationship weight is associated with him treating me well.

LOL THE TITLE IS SELF EXPLANATORY.. i just finished my girl buissness… u know… aunt whats her name…. and i weighed myself and i lost 3 pounds from 136.8 to 133.8…. so happy… ive been doing a lot of exercising this week and eating around 1500 cals a day

i bought new 28 jeans !!! woo wooo wooo lol  a dress and a sweater! p.s i will try to catch up with your guyses blogs over the weekend!

this journey has had its ups and downs but I think overall I am doing well. I am determined to stick to all my goals this week!

good news buddies i am back into my old 28 jeans.. i never thought i would see the day (granted they r a bit tight) so my next goal is for them to fit regularly i feel like i am so close.. i am in the size i just need it to fit a lil better! but i can wear looser fitting shirts with the jeans and have everything look great! just nto tight shirts yet because its unflattering because of the tightness of the jeans lol ……. i am sorry to say i am still trying to get over my ex.. i do not wish to be with him btu the fact that he seems to have forgotten about me completley as a person(as if 2 yrs meant nothing ) pissess me off..

i ate pasta and i dont know exactly how much of it i ate.. my dad made it and it was FATTENING .. and  god… i just ate it cuz he didnt calculate all the calories.. and now i feel like shit on top of the scale saying i gained a pound this week my ex texted me yesterday.. i am not doing good buddies.. in fact i am on the verge of a total.. like binge…

the scale says 137.4…. like i dont understand it i have not over eaten this week so why !!! i hope its just water retention

just celebrating day 44 baby ! make the most of this day everyone

my loose 28s are not tight

ymore they fit pretty comfortablY . I am wearing them today . they are my dish 28 jeans…  i wanna be wearing my rock and republics 28s by the end of january

my goals this week : weigh 136 by sunday morning ( a loss of 0.8 pounds)

i am doing well today with my cals i had vector this morning 1 and 1/4 a cup: 215 cals

sourse yogurt with it = 35 cals

a 6 inch turkey sub on whl wheat  now this is where it gets confusing .. it says 280 on the sign at subway for a turkey sub HOWEVER are the including the cheese in this cal count also  i had light maynoise on it… i think the sub is closer to 400 cals.. so in total then

6 50 cals at nooon

p.s i have not worn these jeans ina  a year ! I feel marvelous today ! nothing can ruin my day.

p.s.s steve phoned last night ! hes a super cutie

so for two days i wasnt doing great with my cals.. so yesterday i decided i had to stop this cycle that was begining to transform. and i did !!! i ate my cals right on target !!! so im very very happy about that

I looked in the mirror this morning, maybe it was all in my head but my back rolls seemed smaller.. of course they still excist but they didnt look as menacing and somethng about that gave me the strength to weigh myself, I dont know what

so…. are you ready for it… drum roll please

136.8